I am posting this evening to the Monday Night Cancer Club to say Hello, and more. But before anything else, let me say that I am hoping that all cancer patients, members of the Monday Night Cancer Club are doing well and hanging tough. My best wishes to you.
This diary is for the purpose of sharing with you some important issues that I left unsaid in my initiation diary here with the club, "AnEye-ball probable cancer diagnosis. No end in sight" of June 23rd. And as usual I seek your advise.
I have not been in tune health wise these days. Nothing that serious that I can qualify for any sympathy or feelings of pity. Perhaps its only my inner demons that have decided to mess with my head at this time of my uncertainties. You have done more than enough to make me feel well despite of it all.
After deep thoughts I decided to write and add my apologies first to peregrine kate and also ZenTrainer for not being with them in their recent diaries here at the Club.
The peregrine Kate`s diary of June 30th I read with much interest. I was actually unable to concentrate on any issue to comment, due to a nagging unpleasant state of inner turmoil that had a lot to do with cancer.
I will explain fully below. On top of that other personal issues have kept me on edge lately. But I am good and I`m here. No worries and I insist on these apologies. I know better.
I relied on my own diary of June 23, that actually generated 75 comments where I kept going back days later to find folks making comments and I would attend to them. I thought that perhaps peregrine Kate used the same method as I did about managing this particular diary. I noted however, that she closed that diary and turned off the lights and everyone left, no more comment could be seen.
But I was not discouraged. If you go back to that diary peregrine kate closed, you will see that I came back next day to post a comment. A sincere comment and I am sorry Kate.
ZenTrainer, if I owe someone here an apology for not even making a late comment in your diary of July 7th, it is you. I have been rather wrapped up with some issues as I have said above. I even tried to follow the advise I was given to write a diary by my not too secret mentor to distract whatever ails me.
I did write two diaries on immigration. Something and probably the only issue that attracts my attention these days, other than my health. Those type of diaries are not suited for Monday Night Cancer Club in my opinion, but writing those raised my spirit significantly and triggered this message to the Monday Night Cancer Club.
I did that Thursday and Saturday. I wrote diaries on the same topic and this evening, (again Saturday), I am writing this message for the following reasons other than to convey my apologies to you and Kate.